2005-08-04 at 2:47 p.m.
back again!
Sigh!!! Once again, here i am, the long awaited.. you know...this way when i add my entries, its more fun coz i dun update as often and when i do, ppl would wanna read..correct? or else why you u been reading what i am wrting? make sense???
(its like a Steven Spielberg thing)
"we kill lives to sustain lives.." this is very true when it comes to meat and veggies... i mean meat. yea.. of cos you have to kill the poor animal so that you could survive in this world rite? make sense???
And being a vegetarian will not exactly make you healthy. you probably end up having a higher risk of being a vegetable one day when you grow old.. "THERE AINT ENUFF PROTEIN IN YA BODY SILLY?!"
been coughing like crazy the whole day. could actually taste the phelgm in the throat..any idea? seen the doc oredi but still..its there bugging me.
so life's been challenging fer me, been serving God and yea many times i get discouraged but like the song says.."so I look to You.." or when i get alil stumbled. all of the sudden i realised i cannot back out, i have to keep going and this is the time where i feel that my walk with God is stretched like its never been stretched before. all of the sudden, i felt like my responsibilities have tripled and i cant back out now. im hitting the expressway where lots of cars are. bit of a challenge coz you have to drive on and you cant stop or the cars behind would wham into the back of your car. its the same...these lives in my hands are precious to God and i cant be irresponsible to leave them...so I look to God as my source and strength. what im saying is, some of you maybe going thru what i am going thru. not to the extent of my situation, but abit about the same thing. I encourage you todai, nv nv listen to words that pulls your faith down. we are all human after all and we do make mistakes. sometimes it can get very frustrating becoz of "false accusations" but be of good cheer! I don't build my altar on men but Christ. be a ball, you get knocked down but u get up again. so you look to Christ, the author and finisher of our faith.